Yo, I cant sing - I feel like singing
I want to fuckin sing
Cause Im happy - yeah, Im happy, haha!
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out...
Somedays I sit, starin out the window
Watchin this world pass me by
Sometimes I think, theres nothin to live for
I almost break down and cry
Sometimes I think Im crazy; Im crazy, oh so crazy!!
Why am I here? Am I just wastin my time?!
But then I see my baby, suddenly Im not crazy!!
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Cause sometimes it feels like the worlds on my shoulders
Everyones leanin on me
Cause sometimes it feels like the worlds almost over
But then she comes back to me
My baby girl, keeps gettin older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cause they dont understand me
They just dont see my real side
I act like shit dont phase me; inside it drives me crazy!!
My insecurities could eat me alive
But then I see my baby, suddenly Im not crazy!!
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Man if I could sing, Id keep singin this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes, Id blow somethin as long as my father
to show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her
God, Im a daddy, Im so glad that her mom didnt
Now you probably get this picture from my public persona
that Ima pistol packin drug addict who bags on his mama
But I wanna to just take this time out to be perfectly honest
cause theres a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
and this load is like the weight of the world, and I think my neck is breakin
Should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself
but I got a wife thats determined to make my life livin hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances Im dealt
So many chances, man, its too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that Ive wasted is nothin to the tears that Ive tasted
So heres what Im facin - three felonies, six years of probation
Ive went to jail for this woman, Ive been to bat for this woman
Ive taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, I should have seen it comin, whatd I stick my penis up in?
Wouldnt have ripped the pre-nup up if Ida seen what she was fuckin
But fuck it, its over, theres no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie
So sayonara, try tommorrow, nice to know ya
Our babys traveled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems like my shoulder blades have just shifted
Its like the greatest gift you can get, the weight has been lifted
And now it dont feel like the worlds on my shoulders
Everyones leanin on me
Cause my baby knows that her daddys a soldier
Nothing can take her from me
Wooo! Told you I cant sing
Oh well, I tried
Hailie, remember when I said, if you ever need anything
Daddy would be right there? Guess what?
Daddys here, and I aint going nowhere baby
I love you